To Houston Roaches

Roaches, roaches, why are you in such a rush?
Born yesterday, a father by dusk,
A grandpa by dawn, generations in a gush.
Roaches, roaches, why are you so sly?
Creeping through the darkness, silent as a sigh,
By daylight you vanish, no matter how hard I try.
Roaches, roaches, in the busy summer, my life's focus has become you.
I diligently clean the house, because of you.
I wash dishes every day, because of you.
I spend one day each week cooking all seven days' meals, then immediately deep-clean, because of you.
I constantly search for information about you, studying your habits, because of you.
I learned how to make roach bombs, because of you.
I've tried every chemical there is, because of you.
Oh roaches, roaches, roaches,
You even appear in my dreams!
Roaches, croakers, little warriors, why do you have so many nicknames?
Don't you know, you've become the nightmare of billions of people.
Tiny body, big dreams.
Your life is short but tenacious.
This poem I dedicate to you.
Now disappear from my life, we're through.
Autumn

Time

"Summer and winter and springtime and harvest,
Sun, moon, and stars in their courses above
Join with all nature in manifold witness
To thy great faithfulness, mercy, and love."

Photo by Xinyuan Yan, Mirror Lake State Park

Piano at Houston Methodist Hospital

The Pianist at Houston Methodist Hospital

In the lobby of Houston Methodist Hospital, there is a piano, and there is a pianist.

He is there almost every day, playing different pieces. People come and go, few stop to listen; yet he remains seated at the piano, quiet melodies flowing from his fingertips. He doesn't ask whether anyone is listening. He simply plays.

That music sweeps away my day's fatigue, and perhaps soothes the sorrow in some patient's heart. A piano in a bustling lobby seems lonely, but within that loneliness there is a beauty.

I think of the words from Ecclesiastes:

"The race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, nor bread to the wise, nor riches to the intelligent, nor favor to those with knowledge, but time and chance happen to them all."

Life is uncertain. Effort does not guarantee reward; talent may never be seen. So why does this pianist keep playing?

Perhaps he knows another truth:

"Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man. For God will bring every deed into judgment, including every hidden thing, whether good or evil."

Where no one applauds, it does not mean no one sees. Every hidden act of goodness, God remembers.

Can I play my part well when there is no applause? If I no longer live for applause, then I can.